as we age

you are born unto this earth with one life.
one shot at doing what you are meant to come here to do, one shot at seeing the things you want to see, doing the things you want to do, and most importantly, to me, being with the people you feel at home with.
for 20 years of your life, you were grounded with your family. they were your home. then you grow up a little more and find other individuals whom you connect more with.
well, what happens when the family, that you are so connected too, age?
are you supposed to put your experiences on hold to help them or do you let other family members step in?
i mean, as long as they are getting taken care of and they know that you are there for them....
i feel like even if you are close by, you don't physically need to be here with them.
for me, its all a part of being there for them, sending them positive energy and love.

anything's possible

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im back...this time...at a whole new energy level

things have happened.
life has been an interesting period of adjustment after returning back from the land called India.
i was happy to be back in America...and then i was sad. sad that everyone and everything around me is so damn busy, and turbulent, and on the go, and filled with egos, and just not interested in sitting down and listening to what really might be talking inside of their heads.
i decided to sit down for everyone. i am currently in a period of respecting my inner self. after working in a bike shop for the majority of the summer...with a bunch of complete and utter assholes, boss included. its time for me to regain my confidence and esteem that i found crushed under the attack of an Italian new yorker. (yes, stereotyping...real yogic.)
what have i decided?
that life is AMAZING! and beautiful, and perfect, and a process...
i make my ends meet. i pay my credit card off when it comes due. don't ask me how. the important thing is. that i am enjoying my life.
i am giving myself the time that i need to do what i need to do.
i know that i cannot live in the front range of Colorado.
i am moving to Montana. yes, it may be the winter season, and yes, i normally move south for winter.
however,
i have decided that i need the change of seasons and i will embrace it.
i am happy to be back on the blog.....maybe i will even get a couple of days straight on this thing.
you never know.