being that the universe is centered around you. i did not expect that you would ask why such a abrupt and immediate retreat from what we both expected to be a amaing, and long awaited homecoming. thus, i will answer out of my own curiousity, and need to let it all go, the multiple reasons to such a profound turn around time on the trip i just like to call, montana.
at first it seemed as through i was welcome, in the cold, damp hole referred to as the living space. then, as the minutes in front of the television drug on...i began to realize, this is most definately not the most ideally picture of amaing amounts of fun i initially longed for. the final straw was only a mere few days into the visit, which in the reality of God's grace, i appreciate, that i no longer had to spend another waking moment inside of this picture that i so wanted to be in, was the event of a dinner invitation...no, not extended not to me, it seemed to only be a private party, just the two of them, guests from out of town not welcome.
with the realization of the selfishness and singling out, i did what any good woman would do, and come up with a excuse, which a week prior would have been the honest truth, alas, was a week too late to do what i now know needed to be done. and get in my compact vehicle and drive away. and what a drive that was.
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